Wednesday, January 28, 2009

January 28, 2009

Ky-
Erica is being such a bitch. She's seriously mimicking everything I say! Even if its not not directed at her. God, how freaking immature can you get!? At lunch, when I walked by the table she was sitting at, after Brandon, Zack and Joe texted her, and she's like, "Why don't you sit somewhere where you can fucking say things to my face, whore!? I just laughed. And all the girls, except Shasta and Lacey hate me, but the boys are like, "She's a bitch! The girls are sluts, who cares? We got your back." She's been threatening to hit me and shit, and both Zack and Brandon are like, "You could take her! And we'll help!"

January 27, 2009

I miss you and I'm sorry I said anything about Brandon. I just don't understand why you feel so threatened or something. ky, I love you, and only you. I can't imagine being with anybody else. I love you so much, and I'm sorry I hurt you pretty much everyday. I wish I could see you. It's so hard to go this long with being with you, and kissing you, and being held by you.

This morning, a couple people were talking about the english assignment and they asked what I put. I said asylums and some others and guess who happened to hear? Yes, Erica. And in english, guess what she said for her ideas? All of mine. And you know what she's writing her story about? A MILLION FUCKING DOLLARS CAUSE YOU GUESSED IT!! Oh my god I'm so fucking pissed. Did she think she could get away with it?! FUCKING BITCH!!

January 22, 2009

Hey baby-
I'm so bored and decided to write a note to you. I'm in World History and everyone else is still working on their assignments. I have spanish next hour and im not looking forward to it. Lately its just dragging my GPA down, because I never have time to do it. I'm trying to get both my maths to an A and its so hard because I'm learning two different things. Me and Erica are talking about Shasta because lately, she been being a huge bitch to us and I guess she's been getting around quite a lot...Maybe its just me, but it seems like I've changed or something. It doesn't seem bad, but Im re-evaluating pretty much everything- friends, family, the future...everything but you.. You're the only thing I'm completely sure about. I want you in my life forever. I wanna have your babies, and cook for you, and wake up to your sleepy smile and messy hair :) Anyways, now I'm in spanish and Lincoln is sitting next to me. We're learning about things in our rooms. Everyone is secretly texting, except like and me and Erica. Her dad was being a dick the other day and shut her phone off to prove he was in charge...Gay, right? My ears hurt from wearing these hoops...that's another side effect of gauging your ears. When you let your ears go back down to normal, it hurts to wear regular earrings. I'm running out of things to write to you...Oh my god! Everyone in here says "ella" ella, like pronouncing the ls like you do in english. It bothers me a ton! Well-I'll talk to you later ky ky
I love you!

Cassandra