Sunday, March 22, 2009

It's better hand-written.

March 22, 2009

Baby-
I don't know how, but I know as soon as I see you, I won't be awkward, I won't be un-attracted to you, I won't be afraid to talk to you. I'll run to you, and hug you, and kiss you and to be honest, I'll probably cry too. I won't know what to do, so everything I do will seem different to you, because I'm just trying to get used to sharing air with you. There's no way I will instantly fall out of love with you. There's no way I'll have any negative feelings toward you.
Do you remember when you told me I started loving you differently, and I said that it was just maturing?
When I see you, I'll go straight back to that love we had in the very beginning. The addiction to everything you say, everything you do. I'll be clingy and people will see us kissing constantly because I won't be able to keep my lips off of you. I can't explain how I know this, but it's there.
It's this feeling deep, deep down in my gut, that pokes me every time I think about seeing you.
I could never forget how I feel about you.
I can't wait to fall asleep next to you, with my head on your chest, listening to the steady beat of your heart, knowing you're there if I ever need you.