Sunday, November 29, 2009

November 29, 2009

You ask me why I'm mad, but I can't explain it to you because explaining it makes me want to cry.
I made a list of why I love you, and what I love about you, and one thing I wanted to put on there was 'Positive attitude' but I couldn't. You had a positive attitude when we met, but after we started dating, it disappeared.
I want you to be able to think positive with me, because the main reason we fight is because of your attitude. You always have this depressed attitude about everything. You are so pessimistic that it hurts sometimes.
I want to be happy. I need to be happy. But I can't be happy unless you are too. I seem happy to you sometimes, though, huh?

That's because I'm a good faker.